I mean, I'm not unhappy, I'm *angry*. personally my life is pretty great, and I'm happy—cute gf, great education, very well-paying job, live in sunny CA—but I still see my friends and comrades suffer every day. I know that even though I engage in mutual aid, no matter how much money I make I will never be able to help them enough, because the problem is structural. It is because of this that I am angry, and my anger and deep-seated sense of equity are what drive me and make me a communist, to say nothing of the current environmental crisis, which is an existential one for all of us.
Socialism or barbarism.