I can't really understand how you could "fall down the fascist rabbit hole" after becoming a socialist considering we're better than them at even things they proclaim to support.
We can do it better not that we really have done it much before.
There's no such thing as nationalism without Socialism.
>bringing prosperity to whites or some shit
Well duh, our entire ideology is based around increasing the standard of living for the poor. The vast majority of which, in first world western countries, are white.
>fapping to strange porn and repressing your sexuality to an unhealthy degree by attempting to rationalize everything to seem okay in a form of mental gymnastics
Fascists do it all the time. We could hypothetically do it, but repression creates taboo, and taboo creates obsession, and obsession creates addiction. That's why most normal people just don't bother repressing.
>paranoid conspiracy theories
Oh yeah, buddy, you bet your ass we do those.
Anyway, the point is, we do everything better, so i have trouble understanding how someone could limit themselves to relying on something like fascism (nationalist social democracy, or worse, authoritarian neoliberalism) to achieve their goals. Unless they're rich and it's in their class interests to do so.